A little too soon..

One of the things about being out here, is that all to often I get some pretty massive mood swings, being that work has to get done however, it very rarely shows.

At some point, usually the final week here, I tend to get a little negative about life in general outside of the rig, I think that I put in too much effort for too little result, that I’m not good enough and that all women must hate me (I think this stems from the only female contact for me of late to be online which at best is a twisted parody of real life, when I go home, Im often too busy with my family, friends and own matters to actively go out and get laid, and when I do, I usually fail anyway). This time round this negative paranoia has hit a little early, hopefully I can get my mind back onto something more pleasant later in the day, or at least by Monday.