Back on the rug
Posted by tmz_99 on June 2nd, 2005 filed in UncategorizedThis morning I woke up at 4, which is great as I went to sleep at midnight after one too many Wyborowa vodka, got to the airport and proceeded to fly to Barrow island. The flight was uneventful other then the fact that I was able to avoid the buildup of water in my ears, in fact, I felt somewhat great!
Coming to work everything is busy here, we have a contingent of people from Ensco doing IT things, someone came up to me and said “if you have any IT questions ask this guy”. My response was a very cold “I have a degree in IT”, if I really want to know something I have the resources to find out for myself, sometimes I wonder if this job is too far below my abilities, but I guess I do love it for all its perks and for just being out here, it’s great and I really can’t complain too much. 😛 ..
I think I will delay my return to Thailand for maybe 6 months, truth is I have a few things I really need to get out the way, then my life (I feel) will progress to a different level, so it’s imperative these things get precedance as they will also result in some measure of pleasure when completed. I can’t get into my email until Saturday (host problems).. *sigh*
A conversation I had the other day with a good friend of mine which I pose to you all now:
If the human soul is a ball of insanity in an eggshell comprised of the constraints of the self and the outside constraints society puts upon us in order to keep the semblance of saneness. Are drug addicts then escaping the outside world and reverting inside or do their addictions let the insanity out into reality? (come on people – think hard drugs)
June 3rd, 2005 at 12:10 am
well unless you have been a drug addict or know one personally then it is hard to pass jugdement. myself have lived with one and been related to one. not the most terrific thing to see. but i think for sure that addicts are escaping reality.
well if you were in my relatives reality u would want to escape. its all about who you meet and what they have to offer at that vulnerable time in your life. some people think drugs are cool. only if your reality can handle the change? some ppl say reality is only an illusion created by lack of drugs. well its really up to the drug fuct individual isnt it. lol.
thats all from me be happy